Maybe I push bc I want to be alone?............idk y I push

He took my knife.......bc he was scared..........he wants to give it back................I tossed my razor....................I still feel all the pain tha makes me numb.............I feel the whieght of the knife in my hand...........I don't want it back..........he souldnt trust me

No im not

I never am..............but someone needs to know.........but noone ......................................................no cares.........one person............................no one should care.............they'll just get hurt

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I scare ppl, its what I do, I jsut scare them...how I act what I say wht I do or say ill do... wht I pretend to do....its scares them...........the person I thought was the strongest.................he's not.........I scare him most................seeing that....................................I want to protect him.................from me................but I can't..........................he is wht protects me from me

Half the time idk that I am pushing

I'm pityful, I push away everyone and haveb a pity party all by myself.....................and I lie...........I care.........too much

I'm too scared to hurt myself

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I don't feel like myself................I'm such a let down....................I feel done...............I wnt to give up

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..............I'm scared of my room................if my room is black I freak out... thr needs to be ligght and sound......and even then I freak out............go head.. laugh

Randomness bc i have posted is so long!

I am bored... I have black ops... I want hardened or presiged... I need better wii games...... want to help me that my wonderfull readers? What wii games are cool viloten and also for xbox/ps3 i have a. Xbox.... but wii games kinda suck